Saturday, March 12, 2005

Been quite awhile blogging properly. Is it just me or wad? Feel like i'm dropping out of line with so many things. God. Family. Friends. Socialness. Big groups of frens. Tok cok sessions with frens. My bros. Girls. Aye dats important too. Juz everything. Its like the frequency in all dis is no more there. Do this oso alone do dat oso alone. Not that i dun enjoy doing tings alone but its like when i'm juz toking to ppl dun need meet but even juz sms, i become withdrawn, no confidence, quiet. Dun tink thats rite.

Feel like i've reali taken ppl 4 granted. Family. Hiadis. Friends. God. Juz wana sae sorri. Reali sorri. Maybe its juz paranoia but maybe its true too. I wana be myself not like last time conform to wad others expect of me. But dis being myself ting has like caused me to become like beh steady and dun gif too much shit attitude. Wrong leh. But conforming to wad others think or expect of me i oso tink not rite leh. Balls.

Dreams are one ting. Reality is another. Dreams can make u happy but reality sometimes hurts. Its like i can dream of having full sleeves, feel super song when i tink of dat. But reality is i can haf it but wad abt family? Wad abt jobs next time? Can sae aiyah dun care but when u see yr family disappointed with u or cant land yrself a lets sae office job sure feel like shit. Dun reali noe wad i'm babbling abt.

Dis life reali muz spend alone ar? Not having close frens? Having a "family"?

[ Servant of God ] | 4:06 AM |

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