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Sunday, March 27, 2005 Who am i to blame youFor doubting what you feel? I was always reaching You were just a girl i knew I took for granted The friend i had in you. Always the one who msges me 1st whether online or sms. Always the one who kept me company through my bus trips, when i'm at home loboing, when i'm alone. But i always reply u late even in between our smses. Always never take the initiative to just simply pick up the phone or double click your nick to just say a simple hi or how was your day. Always being boring by saying or asking the same things for weeks. Never taking the effort to get to know you more. Sorry. At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart. Used to be afraid of you having feelings for me. But now? Its the exact opposite. Afraid. Things can get so complicated. I was living for a dream, loving for a moment. Sam borrow yr advice here ah. After closing a book on someone its hard to open it again. Afraid that i'm feeling like this again just because of a dream. Afraid that i'm feeling like this again just because of loneliness. |
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