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Tuesday, March 22, 2005 Yesterday a friend asked me out. Found a 'reason' to not go. Y? Y? Realised that i kinda look down on myself. Would she mind me smoking? Would she mind me feeling lethargic and my quietness? Not that i like dis person but its juz like i duno oso. Afraid to go oso coz afraid that feelings would occur from the past and ruin a friendship. But does it neccessarily haf to ruin a friendship? Cant it grow stronger? I oso duno.Wan to sleep and get back a normal body clock now oso cannot. Felt tired and can slp juz now but now so awake. WTS. Fooking frustrated. Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. |
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