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Sunday, April 10, 2005 Hate to say dis but things are kinda screwed up. Ah bah passed away. Kongkong cannot walk. T wana get a maid. Attitude towards ppl getting screwed up. Tinking of rubbish. Wad a weakling.Used to tink like everything for frens. Now realised that family is the most important. But one weakness i haf is cannot balance tings. Afraid i will slowly lose my frens. But i tink sooner or later oso will not be close. Girlfren. Work. Family. But even then if reali close frens no matter how long oso i'm sure when meet up will be song. The way i tink, the way i tok, the way i feel wah getting more and more screwed up. Everything oso tink 4 ownself. Bloody balls how can? Cannot balance everytime cannot balance. I noe the way u treat yr family can never be the way u treat yr frens. U see someting wrong in the family u can juz speak yr mind. But wif yr frens? Wah better keep yr mouth shut no matter how good u tink it is 4 the person. 2 reasons. One being the fella might feel insulted. 2nd the fella might not wan to hear yr advice and u get pissed off. The ting is oso u wana see the frens that u care abt be happy. Juz needed to speak my mind. |
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