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Tuesday, June 07, 2005 Juz gona type how i feel now. Damm sian! Feeling aimless again. Even with my driving test so close i don't feel anything. Not because i'm confident of passing but like i juz don't give a shit. Pass few months of lessons and comes to this, don't give a shit what the shit. Duno y suddenly confidence all gone. Izzit coz of nothing to do? Or izzit because of this someone. Can say a crush. Not like its anything big but made the effort to get her no. but after a few days of messaging juz dun feel like it anymore. Probably coz of the late replies i get but also duno wad. Juz duno wad. Don't dare to be myself. Don't even noe who's myself. Admire ppl who are confident and can juz be who they are every single day. Maybe i'm juz running away. Away from what i duno. Entering NS getting to me? Juz a bit but don't reali care too. Bo pian muz do one. Physically and mentally tired but juz cant rest. Heart not at peace how to slp? Duno y liddat oso. Ah stop whining life's like that. Don't runaway. Face life man. |
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