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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 What am i hiding from? What am i covering up which makes me unable to open up myself and share stuff? This question poped up in my mind after sharing today in church. If colin had asked me to go for this sharing last time i would definitly not go but somehow had the thought of juz going there with an open mind and if i don't like it i would just tell him straight and not go anymore. Now having second thoughts about that. Seriously used to think that this youth group are somewhat fake and have the wrong intentions of setting up this group. I haven't really changed my mind since this is just my first time but i'm having doubts now. Oso tot about someting. Sometimes i see this person and i think wah he's juz putting up a front, faking. But how can i tell unless i'm one myself or had been one myself? Just like lets say you are a pro in recognising fish breeds, the moment u see one u can tell the breed straight away. So if u are a pro faker or had been one u sure can recognise another. I might be wrong though. And if u are faking now u might have think this person damm fake or if u had been one u might tink how what is he hiding from and y? How can i help him be his true self again? Its gona be damm hard. Self-realisation. Pain. Sadness. This secular world we cannot run away but what can we do to live Godly lifes? Go to church every sunday? Go for all this sharing? Go join a church group? I duno. We all have to choose but show me the choices.Its good to have some company when we are down. When we are not down, its also good to lift others up. |
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