A simple life?

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

The eve of CNY eve.

Went JB to get household stuff, pump petrol, new year clothes and essential stuff like cigarettes. Thank God for the smooth traffic both when going in and coming out.

After RCIY met up with another rciy classmate for a mahjong session. Darn swee black tiles man.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:52 PM |

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I've relearned the importance and value of accepting yourself. Not accepting myself just leaves me open to opinions of others who don't really matter. I try to please everyone but in the end not being happy with myself. If i can't be happy with myself, how can i be happy with others? If i don't accept myself, how can i accept others? Whether its their shortcomings, looks, or what ever.

Has God deserted Heaven,
And left it up to you,
To judge if this or that is right,
And what each one should do?

I think He's still in business,
And knows when to yield the rod,
So when you're judging others,
Just remember, you're not---God.

-God's Treasury of Virtues

I can't force myself to fall for anyone whom i don't want to. I don't have to. I can only go for the one whom i want to, then i'll be happy.

Nothing beats getting the things you need to do done, having a good meal and playing pool. Best of all, doing these with your bro.

Goodnight!

[ Servant of God ] | 10:32 PM |

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Was cleaning up my room today and found quite alot of stuff which brought back memories.

It says 12 something something roses.

Crazy me bought 12 roses which costs me $50 for a crush's birthday when i was 12 years old. Guess what? Her mum called my mum to say that we were too young for a relationship. LOL think back really bth.

These were bittersweet times. Long story best remembered only for the lessons i learnt.

Now these were good times! Remember the JPG wallets? If i'm not wrong i was in primary 6 and these were hot! Got scolded by my dad when he saw this. 'So young carry so expensive wallet!' Lol. Later on around sec 2 were the JPG dragon wallets time. So swee! I'll buy one if i see any around now man.

Well memories are just memories. Threw everything except the JPG wallet away.

I can't go near cows now, they would eat my hay, i mean hair. So damm dry after dying.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:03 AM |

Monday, January 16, 2006

Really good coach. I recommend it to anyone who wants to have a comfortable and fast trip to KL. They serve food mostly is ahotdog bun with different fillings in it, coffee or tea, mineral water, hot towels and if you're lucky or probaby if driver happy that day you get a packet drink. If you're cold can ask for a blanket and they have pillows too! Takes about 5 hours to get there. Costs $110 for both ways if you book from singapore. I think booking the return trip in malaysia would be cheaper.

Mushroom chicken hotdog was served on that day. Was too tired too eat.

Some crappy show in the bus. Was too tired too watch.

Now here's the story about the hotel. Checked into my room and saw that my room didn't have windows and it was freaking cold. In the end changed to a room with a window, but it was still freaking cold. The pic above is the stupid aircon switch which can't turn off the aircon. It runs 24 hours a day! Freezing like shit. Anyway what i heard from my classmates was that chinatown hotels cannot stay one. Realised my hotel was quite lup sup with a most probabaly lup sup massage parlour.

The window in my room. Only the upper sliding part could be opened. WTS!?

Something to remind me of rocky! Nah, bought it just in case i was hungry.

I think this is a mosque. Very nice building just opp. the old KL railway station where we take our coach home.

Couldn't resist taking this picture when the coach reached the KL toll booth.

Overall i would say the trip wasn't what i was expecting and a very tiring one. The thing i enjoyed the most was the course which lasted about 3 hours. Petaling street was really wasn't what i expected. Quite a turn off when i saw it.Wanted to buy a handbag for my mum and aunty but the stuff there are not cheap esp. if you don't bargain. I duno wads the price of those original branded handbags but i saw one chiong one there like at 1118rm. So many people selling vcds and dvds. They even just openly ask you if you want porn.

When my uncle reached on friday, we started the shopping marathon. Walked around from 2 in the afternoon to about 8 at night then we reached back to the hotel. Went to sungei wang plaza, metrojaya, midvalley megamall and 1utama. Overall i would say that midvalley megamall is the best of all even though 1 utama is claimed to be the biggest. But its really dammmmmm big. Take like the whole of taka and lucky plaza join together you almost get 1 utama. Nothing really much to buy tho.

Actually my idea of a holiday isn't something like chiong shopping, eating, sightseeing. I think something like the trip to malacca with sam was an ideal one. Relac. Didn't have to hurry here hurry there. Go back hotel and relac when tired then go out again. Ate good and cheap hawker food. Drank designer coffee, although lao saied later on but it was good. Now that's a holiday. Not one where you have to chiong here chiong there, walk until you feel like just collapsing to the bed and slp, but of course thats because we only had a day. Beach resorts here i come!

[ Servant of God ] | 1:21 AM |

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Home sweeeeet hommmmeeeeeeeee!

Will post some stuff from KL soon!

[ Servant of God ] | 2:44 PM |

Thursday, January 12, 2006

KL here i come!

[ Servant of God ] | 1:24 AM |

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

How over the weekend can change one person's mindset and attitude is really scary. 2 things happened. First, i think someone is putting words in my mouth. Second, my father still doesn't believe in me. Sad but true!

You know i think i've done the first thing before. 3 not so close frens. This person starts saying like 'i was from the streets.. And look at dom, i see his face also from the streets, smoke and all.' I just don't see the point in saying all this except exalting yourself. Maybe its just him to be like that, but i don't wana be associated with the streets. This got me halfway down thinking of the past.

So hard i was trying, tomorrow i'll still be crying.
Sunday just got me damm low. No matter what i seem to do, just can't please my father. Just for fun, mentioned that ken was going overseas to study and that i was going down to the IDP to find out more abt studying in australia. Straight away got bombarded. 'You cannot study in singapore what makes you think you can study over there?' 'You don't even know what you want to study, don't just go there take all the pamphlets!' 'Start reading newspaper and books!' 'Even in NS, spend some time reading.' Ah balls. Got to admit i didn't study the past few years. But people can wake up and think one leh. Re-learned a few things from my uncle. Don't depend on my father. Don't let what others say affect you so much. Don't have SELF-PITY. My life isn't all about you or pleasing you or whatever shit. There is a purpose in life and thats not it.

Anyway its all good now and just wana say sorry to the people i went out with for being gloomy.

One more thing, i wana sell my Sony Ericsson w550i. Wana sell off to buy SE W800i and personally after using it for awhile, found it too bulky. As of today its 3 months old with 11 months warranty left. Full set in box. Interchangeble covers, one blue and one orange. Scratches on the screen protector but not on screen. Will throw in a new $15 screen protector also. All going for just $540 VERY NEGOTIABLE. Any of your frens or your frens frens wana buy pleaseee call me k. Wana take a look at the phone or try it out before buying also no prob. HURRY! Whilst stock lasts.

Good nite!

[ Servant of God ] | 1:14 AM |

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Principle of principles - Don't break your principles.

A principle of mine - Never fall for anyone in your class.

The Beginning of A Better Life

The beginning of a better life is not simply to change your career or enviroment,
for the beginning of a better life is to change yourself.
Many people fool themselves and begin new lives without even looking back to examine the mess they left behind.
You cannot build a better life without examining yourself truthfully.
You have but one self, one precious life.
You are still you, though you can change your packaging.
You long for the beginning of a better life but remember the price you have to pay.
The price of basic knowledge and Courage.
The humiliation and humility of seeing yourself as you really are.
That's the beginning of a better life.

L.CHAN. PDL-MC

Just a little something from my PDL course. Never thought i would be 'spreading' the stuff they taught me except the cold water, late nights and early mornings and thin beds.

[ Servant of God ] | 1:33 AM |

Friday, January 06, 2006

Something tells me not to go club or pub. Just have this feeling duno y. I hate it when i have no one to talk to especially at this hour. Whenever i go pubbing or like yesterday to zouk, i feel shiok. The music, the drinks, sometimes the people and surprisingly yesterday, the dancing. Freaking song. But, the next day, at times i feel like shit, like now. So vexed and restless. The thing is why?! Now, when i think ok don't go club liao somehow feel more at peace. Wah lao one big question mark in my head.