A simple life?

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

How over the weekend can change one person's mindset and attitude is really scary. 2 things happened. First, i think someone is putting words in my mouth. Second, my father still doesn't believe in me. Sad but true!

You know i think i've done the first thing before. 3 not so close frens. This person starts saying like 'i was from the streets.. And look at dom, i see his face also from the streets, smoke and all.' I just don't see the point in saying all this except exalting yourself. Maybe its just him to be like that, but i don't wana be associated with the streets. This got me halfway down thinking of the past.

So hard i was trying, tomorrow i'll still be crying.
Sunday just got me damm low. No matter what i seem to do, just can't please my father. Just for fun, mentioned that ken was going overseas to study and that i was going down to the IDP to find out more abt studying in australia. Straight away got bombarded. 'You cannot study in singapore what makes you think you can study over there?' 'You don't even know what you want to study, don't just go there take all the pamphlets!' 'Start reading newspaper and books!' 'Even in NS, spend some time reading.' Ah balls. Got to admit i didn't study the past few years. But people can wake up and think one leh. Re-learned a few things from my uncle. Don't depend on my father. Don't let what others say affect you so much. Don't have SELF-PITY. My life isn't all about you or pleasing you or whatever shit. There is a purpose in life and thats not it.

Anyway its all good now and just wana say sorry to the people i went out with for being gloomy.

One more thing, i wana sell my Sony Ericsson w550i. Wana sell off to buy SE W800i and personally after using it for awhile, found it too bulky. As of today its 3 months old with 11 months warranty left. Full set in box. Interchangeble covers, one blue and one orange. Scratches on the screen protector but not on screen. Will throw in a new $15 screen protector also. All going for just $540 VERY NEGOTIABLE. Any of your frens or your frens frens wana buy pleaseee call me k. Wana take a look at the phone or try it out before buying also no prob. HURRY! Whilst stock lasts.

Good nite!