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Wednesday, October 18, 2006 The QUIT Smoking Journal.Part 1 17/8/06 Woke up and went to camp without smoking a single stick! But went to camp feeling like a zombie. Couldn't concentrate on my work and just felt like sleeping the whole morning, which i did! Went out for lunch and took a few puff from my colleague, it felt damm good. Then no more sticks until i came back. Came back smoked about 5 - 6 sticks then went to bed. Realised that i could survive just as well without cigarettes in camp. Its all in the mind. 18/8/06 Smoked 2 sticks before going to camp. Took a cab down today. Felt super relaxed and shiok. Smoked one more after lunch. Then came back and smoked about 3. Realised that i actually do NOT need cigarettes in camp. Its all in the mind. If i want to, i can just forget to smoke. Most smokers have already forgotten what it was like to live without cigarettes. Its become a ritual which is hard to drop. Completed the book The Enlightened Smokers Guide to Quitting. It was good. Provided a new way of viewing smoking and life itself. Tmr will be a better day! |
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