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Freaking unmotivated..

I hate the fact that i have to take a pill to be able to feel motivated and focussed. But, alas, i have to do what i have to do.

The pill doesn't work when i'm at work though, it only makes me more tensed than usual. Doc says she wants me to use it only when i'm revising or doing my studies.

One good thing though, it makes me play rockband like i've never experienced playing it before i started on this pill.

No more work for me.

To be honest, i would want to continue with work but the medical appointments i have are just increasing by the week. 3 in a row next freaking week!@#!$

WTH?

On a better note, i'll be going to Penang and hmm, Hongkong maybe? But i don't have the cash to splurge in Hong Kong now so might put it off till next year. I wish i could go to Japan though, always wanted to go there and i can help Sam get his guitar there also. If another of the same guitar pops up within this month, just WACK. I have enough to tide.