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Monday, June 16, 2008 Its frustrating when you just can't relax even though you did try to burn away your energy.Went swimming in the morning. Ok, i slept for over an hour in the afternoon. In the evening, went with my uncle, maid and rocky to pasir ris park to walk. Tried lying down and just rest, but, bahh, still no peace. So i'm here, with headphones on, a can of green tea infront of me, a cigarette is going to be lit soon and just feeling frustrated. Pray, pray that you or anyone you know don't experience this. From my experience, it really sucks to the core. I need more social activity than i am having now. I have mixed feelings about school. I look forward to it as it means i have something to do and i'm doing something i like. I don't look forward to it as i'm afraid history will just repeat itself, whereby, in the start, i'll be very enthu then, coming to the end, i just let everything fall apart. I'm afraid i can't pay attention. I'm afraid it will be too stressful. But, why be afraid when it hasn't come, we'll tackle it when the problem arises, no? Yes. |
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