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Monday, March 15, 2010  Thank you for all of you. - This will be one of the first morbid posts after many months. Its the start of my 3rd week at school. I can't say it has been slow moving but i can't say it sped by either. Its been quite stressful for me since like one week before the start of school. Thinking how will i do, having to adapt to a whole new lifestyle of full time studies and balancing my priorities. School syllabus hasn't been a breeze for me. I was arrogant and silly to think it would be before term started. I'm having 5 modules this semester. Maths, English, Geography, Communications Across Culture and Econs. English, Communications and Econs are manageable. Maths and Geog are killing me, both mind and spirit. I go into these 2 lectures struggling to keep up with what's being taught in lectures, i struggle with tutorials and i fear for my exams. I dare say, the starting of this new school term is the only time i regretted not paying attention in Secondary school. Regret aside, i'm just trying to do what i can to understand and grasp the subjects better. Its only very frustrating that after a day of school and reaching home at 4.30, i am more often than not dead tired for any productive revision. I just came home from downstairs hoping to be able to complete my geog revision but couldn't do it. This experience of revising and writing notes but still not able to absorb anything is so fucking fucked up. Anyhow, i thank God for giving me the classmates i have now in school. It would be so much worse if they were as fucked up as my mind is now. Thoughts of giving up psychology and changing to a new course altogether has crossed my mind several times. I wouldn't go as far to say that being a psychologist is my only purpose. This is my dream, my aspiration though. How often do dreams and aspirations come true? For all of humanities sake and mine, i hope they more often than not, do. - |
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